The road I have traveled on,
Is paved with good intentions.
It's littered with broken dreams,
That never quite came true.
When all of my hopes were dying,
Her love kept me trying.
She does her best to hide,
The pain that she's been through.
When she cries, at night,
And she doesn't think that I can hear her.
She tries, to hide,
All the fear she feels inside.
So I pray, this time,
I can be the man that she deserves.
'Cos I die a little each time,
When she cries.
She's always been there for me,
Whenever I've fallen.
When nobody else believes,
She'll be there by my side.
I don't know how she takes it,
Just once, I'd like to make it,
Then there'll be tears of joy,
That fill her lovin' eyes.
When she cries, at night,
And she doesn't think that I can hear her.
She tries, to hide,
All the fear she feels inside.
So I pray, this time,
I can be the man that she deserves.
'Cos I die a little each time,
When she cries.
So I pray, this time,
I can be the man that she deserves.
'Cos I die a little each time,
When she cries.
One day you'll realize how much I have sacrificed for this relationship. And you’ll tell yourself that you are very lucky that I was a part of your life. Sometimes when I think about the things that I have given up, the things that I’ve compromised to make you happy, I close my eyes because I am amazed that this little heart of mine can take all the pain and hurt that comes along with loving you. I hope you’d get to read this, so you would realized that maybe, just maybe this time around, it’s you who needs to do some sacrificing. I have extended myself too much in the process of loving you. I also feel pain and I get tired as well. Sometimes, I just need to feel that you are also taking care of me. I need to feel tht I’m being taken cared of. I once read that when it comes to our “blind spots” it’s either our brain is trying to “protect” us or it’s just “compensating” with us. Now I wonder, am I still in this relationship because I still feel that I m important and that I am loved or is it because I have been in this for the longest time and that since I have given everything I am afraid that I can no longer offer anything to someone else who truly deserves me? Please help find my way…please tell me to stay….please allow me to feel loved by you….please tell me that this is true.
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